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[11 May 2006|08:51pm] |
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so sometimes i am so in love and other times not so much, i am such a flake :( like i look at him and sometimes i'm so annoyed and i dont even want to talk. and other times, im like WEE, come over for alittle fun! i dont know. i dont think im a very good girlfriend, not in the least bit. i am mean and cranky and i never call back when i should and i always make fun of the notes you write me. i neer put your rose in water :( i look at other boys and send text messages to your best friend. i know youre in love with me and i just dont get why cause im a mean mean mean bitch. sometimes you call me and i just dont pick up the phone, just cause i knows its you and id rather not deal with you asking me whats going on cause nothing is every going on. ever and i dont get why you havent figured that out today i felt good that you were here but you wanted to hang out more and i lied cause i just didnt want to. i dont even know why i suck
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[10 Feb 2006|11:47pm] |
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( Read more... ) i love how robbie just called me and we talked foreverrr, so it took me a day and a year to fill this thing out. FYI, our hiatus is off and it makes me so happy. he wrote the cutest little poem for me, and usually i'm not into that kind of stuff; but he isn;t either, so i know he really worked hard on it. awwww he is just perfectt.
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[29 Jan 2006|07:42pm] |
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im a huge blubber puss right now. my mom is a bitch and my life sucks. she kicked robbie out and shes making me sit up here and he is downstairs waiting for his bro. im blubblering, blubbering. i hate this
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[29 Jan 2006|02:12pm] |
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i haven't written in here in a freakin long time. not like i'm thaaat busy. we're getting ready for the play and that's it really. me and robbie are taking a break right now. but i guess it doesnt really count since we still hang out everyday. i try haaardd to at least ignore him in school. we need to slow things down mucho. i guess my fear of commitment is coming out again. sorrrry. i'm not going to be mature for a LONG time, so everybody just has to deal. on a good note though, i got into college! the university at albany as they call it. ahaha #3 party school in the country. i am most likely going to go, i'm just waiting to see if i get into BU. if i do then i'm DEF going there. robbie is still waiting to see where he gets in. it's gonna be weird if we don't go to the same school. i know they say you shouldnt choose a school based on friendships or whatever, but i still am keeping him as my #2 reason for deciding on what school i go to. last night robbie had a party last night. his mom is pretty chill. she got us booze and everything. haha nice lady. it my girlies and his fellas. i had a great time and bff jesse drove everyone home.thats it ♥
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[25 Dec 2005|05:27pm] |
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my poor bebe has been havin a lot of problems at home. sucks so much cause it's christmas and everything. i feel 100% helpless to try and help him. i dont really know what to say and there's nothing i can do.. i guess all i can say is try and feel better and don't let the MAN get you down. < 3
i'm bored.. ( Read more... )
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